Twilight

So I just saw twilight the movie.

I've read the first 3 books (I'm working on the 4th). I thought the movie was good overall. I'm not one of those INSANE 14 year olds who love the books more then life. I mean, lets be honest, its not exactly a hard read. But the guys were hot in it.

Of course the guy who played Edward was very very attractive, but honestly, I didn't really think he fit the part very well. I expected someone who looked like Adonis with a cut jaw and super muscular. The two Cullen brothers were also very cute too. I like football-ey looking guys, and the suprised looking one was still pretty cute. Even the Carlisle, the Cullen dad, was super hot. I'd say all of the guys were hot, and I even developed a girl crush on some of the girls.

I heard that the box office results were great, and it broke a record of biggest opening weekend for a female director. Go girls! Honestly though, there are like NO women directors.

So go change you desktop background to Edward Cullen and get ready for the sequel.

Boyfriends, Guy Friends, FWB

A thing I noticed a couple days ago is how complicated a relationship I have with guys.

They always fit into different categories, and its always so different  for each one. I'll talk about each example:

1. Henry- My best gay friend. It's weird with gay guys: They have the mystique of guys, but you don't have to worry about them suddenly liking you and ruining the friendship. I find that I am overly sexual with Henry and pretend to flirt with him because there is NO ROMANTIC possibilities. 

2. Sam- We've known each other for a long long time. We both saw each other be super ugly preteens, and for some magical reason, we've never hooked up or even crushed about the other. We are neighbors, and we can talk about our own crushes. One of my worst fears is that one day either Sam or I will fall in love with the other, and ruin this friendship. It's pretty annoying because everyone always says we should date.

3. Thomas- The puppy dog. We used to be really good friends and joked around a lot. Now he's made it pretty obvious that he likes me. He follows me and stares at me when he talks, even if it's a  big group. I am sad that our friendship is pretty much ruined. I'm trying to set him up with other girls to make it clear that I'm not interested but he doesn't get it. Heres a conversation over text that happened yesterday:

me-" I think you and Angela should date. It would be sooooo cute!"

Thomas- "I'm not sure. I already like someone else"

The problem is he's really shy and doesn't talk to anyone else but me so I feel like I have to hang out with him out of ethics. He's a good friend though because he's super dependable (Lust makes you do that). I called him to pick me up when I was in a bad situation, and he came really quickly.

I'll do more later. I'm a little tired right now.